RAINBOW

Tuesday, June 21, 2016 ' 8:37 AM

Some memories to keep, some dates to remember for life: 07/07/14 ▶️ Official date we got together 21/03/15 ▶️ ROM 01/11/15 ▶️ Wedding Banquet 08/01/16 ▶️ Checked and confirmed PREGNANT with Baby Jordan 12/09/16 ▶️ Expected Delivery Date of 宝宝 Jordan 🍼👶🏻 ❤️ Beautiful memories are special Moments that tell our story❤️ There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well. "Memories fade but words hang around" I am beginning to feel insecure with you. I don't know if going out with you, using your money to treat me to simple meals will add on financial burden on you? I don't know if everything we should just split clearly so that you will not use it to add points to your argument or not? I don't know what to do so that I can go back being really comfortable with you again. Everything that we are going to in future will make me doubt and question myself "am I pushing you to one corner again? Am I using tooooo much of your money to Make you financially burdened? What if you asked me again for what to work so hard when you don't see yourself saving up when you are with me? Am I sucking away all your money??" All these questions just keep circulating in my mind. I don't know how to move on with you from here?? God, everything are planned by you in my life, is this what u planned for me to go through? Guide me. Lead me. Protect me. I am losing every bit of strengths now.

Colourful rainbow <3