RAINBOW

Wednesday, April 9, 2014 ' 1:30 AM

Our 2 years Anniversary is coming (26/04/14)... How are we gonna spend on this "special day". What is the feeling like for this year on the same day last year? Frankly speaking, I am more stressed this year, I am more emotionally unstable... I am pondering more. When I asked him what are we going to do on our Anni day, he replied since you are working the day before and the day after, what else can we do. ;( Why is it he has such a response.. Is there really nothing else we could do on the actual day since I am not working.. Like what my darling June said "Wo men cai zai yi qi for 2 years, and our relationship is already so dull"... But he can't really expect me to plan for everything even on this day? I have asked him out for dinner after work tomorrow. I really really hope that I will be able to say whatever I need to say to him. I really pray that he will have a bigger heart to accept it. I really wish that things will have an answer soon (be it good/ bad).. I know we have come to a stage whereby we no longer care so much for each other.. we no longer miss each other.. we no longer share much things with each other.. we no longer look at each other that often. I think the last time we really spoke and looked at each other in the eyes was during Chinese New Year. So many things can happen in such a short time frame.. "gan qing shuo bian jiu bian ma?" hai shi wo men ben lai jiu bu shi hen ai zhe dui fang? I am praying.... wishing... & hoping.... ;(

Colourful rainbow <3