Friday, March 28, 2014 ' 10:09 PM
如果当时我们不那么倔强，结果也就会不一样。 为什么我觉得我和你的距离越来越遥远。 Mummy说看你那样辛苦，我也不知道要说什么。我一直以为你真的找到一个会照顾你的男人了。一个可以给你依靠的人。我真的也以为我好幸福。但我错了吗？ 真的很难找到一个愿意疼爱你的人吗？ 我以为我够坚强，但一天天的失望。 在写这个post的心情好沉重好心酸好心痛。。 就快要学会不再想你。。 我一个人好难去maintain 这段感情。为什么你会不想要一起work hard. 真的不值得你一起付出多一点的心思吗。 事业对你来讲应该是你现在的top priority. 这是每个男人最关注的东西吗。 有时候我好想好想不管了。。但是说的可真的很容易。 Silly bom bom 的是我。。 好想快点离开这个horrigible 的地方。God I pray pray pray... help me!! ;(
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, March 26, 2014 ' 10:17 PM
OMG OMG!! baby blog! My 肥仔辉，Aunty Wu,Ubb.... has helped me to be able to login again !! I m really super happy maximum! Blur Sotong me, can I pls rem is *4 season* & Is geraldine**. I have tried to login for so many many freaking days until wanna cry le la! Can I please don't forget again. This blog Is my life.. It started when my life really begins.. so many many 美好的回忆。。悲伤。。快乐时光。。好多好多事情都把它们写了下来。B'cos I know & I know nobody can snatch all these away from me. I always believe it Is not the destination That Is important... Is what happened along the Journey.. 终点although重要，但是过程是一种感觉，一种经验，考验。。好珍贵。好确实。好怀念。。 Though I know Ubb has changed back status. But to me That short 1 week+ has givepn me countless 无法自拔的感觉. 好美好，可能在爱里面这样算笨。爱的太深，太容易让自己牺牲。。 My silly Bom Bom..
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, March 15, 2014 ' 10:03 PM
Some beautiful memories <2012 to 2014>:
Colourful rainbow <3
' 9:22 PM
Found some of my "slimmer" past photos... I wanna be as slim again! ;( One of my main resolutions for this year 2014:
Another important resolution:
I need to/ have to leave this department (Contact Centre) real soon. I got to start planning for my future. This seriously got to happen this year. Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, March 6, 2014 ' 8:18 AM
终有一天，我们会要面对散场的拥抱。。 But I really Thank God for people in my life telling me that no matter what, I will always have them with me.. I think this assurance is enough. 我真的是一个非常幸福的gal. 有多少个人有我那么幸福，我是真的要好好珍惜身边的你们。 There are certain things in life seems to have a choice given yet it looks like there is no choice. 有个选择，但是它好像 not applicable to me. Esp when we are choosing between LOVE vs RESPONSIBILITY. I can't give myself a good reason to give up on my old phone when there are only minor defects on it but still it is serving me really well... there may be many other nice phones in the market. I used to tell myself "一山会比一山高".. 2 yrs ago, I thought I have gotten myself the best phone... Yes indeed this phone has been really good to me. But along the way, in this 2 yrs, I started to feel that there is another phone which has always been in the market But I didn't bother to notice it. 在这个时候，是不是好像有选择但又没有。这一次，不是那么简单。 因为我面对的是有感情的东西不是手机那么的容易的。
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, March 5, 2014 ' 10:09 AM
OMG... I m so so blur;( these few mths have been logging in with wrong email add! No wonder I can't seem to login in.. Arrggghhhh I m so so so HAPPY now.. cannot blur queen liao.. (Ultra Blur Blur: Ubb) so 适合我！；） LUK says I finally can add more memories here, Yes I am gonna do that. I wan every part of life jotted down here so that I can and always read back my past beautiful memories.. people whom have helped me, loved me, cared for me. There are really too many things to be updated. First and foremost, I am gonna list down my 2014 resolutions: - Jian Fei (seems like my every yr 的 resolution). At least 6kg by December! - Change Job/ Dept! Leave Contact Centre! Move on to learn new things! *Though only I am aware there are more reasons why I am so desperate to leave here* But no matter what, Yes Yes! I will and have to leave real sooonnnnnnnn..... - All Credit Card bills add up to be less than $1k/mth.. - Save at least $1.5k monthly! Suffer first and enjoy at the latter. - Travel to at least 2 countries every year. Excluding Malaysia & Bantam & anywhere there is by ferry/boat. I know I have to set specific goals.. and I believe those goals are realistic and manageable. I Must paste it everywhere ard me! Constantly remind myself that I have all these goals to achieve. I Must showed much improvement since the start of this yr. At least 2 of the goals are doing well (",() And I have already thought of my 2015 goals. One of it is 我好想天天天天都开心。 When come to 选择，I think is the HARDEST THING ever in life to come to such a point when you need to MAKE A CHOICE.
Colourful rainbow <3
