Friday, July 30, 2010 ' 10:26 AM
再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。
再爱的人，也有远走的一天。
再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。
该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过...
Colourful rainbow <3
' 10:13 AM
Coming to start of Aug, Just felt that July is not a good month for me... Many things happened ... Changes are everywhere ...
Yst night, Moon msg me this : "we become attached to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe & predictable even if they're bad for us."
"Alot of pain you are experiencing right now is FEAR. Fear of things being different than how you liked them, fear of never finding another love, fear of being alone, fear of having to fill your timedifferently. WE ARE AFRAID OF THE UNKNOWN"
Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, July 29, 2010 ' 4:04 PM
This silly girl is alone @ hme ...
This silly girl does not want to go anywhere ...
This silly girl does not want to eat anything ....
This silly girl does not anything but ** ***....
Colourful rainbow <3
' 3:41 PM
A silly girl is blogging now ...
~ This silly girl does not know what is happening...
~ This silly girl does not want to accept what is happening...
~ This silly girl does not know how to react to things that is happening around her...
~ This silly girl has been crying non-stop since yst night...
~ This silly girl has not eaten anything ...
~ What does this silly girl wants...
~ Can someone just give this silly girl a tight tight slap ...
What is happening now? Why did things turned till like that? Why can't the clock turn back?
Why .. Why ... Why...
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 ' 10:20 AM
Yesterday, I just received a stalk of Rose from Wilfred Tung! lol ... it was really beautiful.... hmm... I think he felt guilty always bully me that's y even he has already left NETS, he still gave me Roses ... hahahaha...
Wilfred Tung, u better stop bullying me! And faster meet up for a meal leh... probably we can get Shirley, Shin hui they all to come along =)
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, July 26, 2010 ' 5:44 PM
My Nieces are so CUTE!!!
OMG ... loves both of them!!! (",()
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, July 24, 2010 ' 9:26 PM
.... Only when you lost it, then you will know how to treasure ....
I just felt that sometimes we should learn to be more sensitive to the people around you ... Things do not need to end up in quarrel to resolve.
For eg; Quality time is one of the most essential component in every aspects of a relationship .... Be it (friendship/ boy-girl r/s/ family) etc ...... It is always very crucial to spend time with the people whom you love or treasure .... Certain things/people in life, if you lose it, you will never be able to win back! ..... BE CAREFUL cos you might be @ the verge of losing ...
Yes, you may say or think that you don't really care .. then we shall see.... cos human's nature is "if you don't experience it urself, you will not (NEVER) know how important it is to u!"
Colourful rainbow <3
Friday, July 23, 2010 ' 12:12 PM
Went for a PARTY PARTY
on
16 - July - 10
Heidi Fat Fat was too touched by us!!
What did we gave her?? hmm.... SURPRISE!!
We wanted the waiter to surprise her by bringing the flower and gift that we bought for her.
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, July 19, 2010 ' 11:38 PM
National day is COMING.... Happy 45th Anniversary
There was a time when people said that bus fares won't increase
But it did....
There was a time when people think that CPF contributions won't decrease
But it did.
We build a nation with nothing free.
Reaching out together for all your money.
This is my country, this is my flat
Is there any future or is this a lie?
What happen to my family.What happen to my friends.
W e are Chin Kang Kor, Chin Kang Kor
Singapore, our homeland, it's here that we are conned.
All of us united, one people struggling on.
We work so hard together, what have we achieve?
Singapore forever, a nation with price increase.
Colourful rainbow <3
' 11:22 PM
Finally bought the Bags that I wanted.. hmm spent another Big Big Bomb again!!! Oh No!! I think it is really time for me to keep all my cards away so I will not spend on this & that! My saving target seems quite far, so I muz really stop all the spending!
hmm.... looking forward to planning for my next trip... wanna go for a shopping spree! hahaha .. one moment ago said wanna stop spending, the next moment thinking of shopping spree.... cos I wanna go Shen Zheng, Zu Hai and Hong Kong... these 3 places are shopping heaven... 不逛白不逛 right.. *Giving myself a lot of excuses* hahaha...
Few days ago I raised a QN to my mummy: "mummy wre do u feel like going for holiday?" Her reply was "anywhere near to S'pore that no need to take plane"... lol the reason being she was afraid abt the plane crash experiences. Haiyo my this mummy has a funny thinking ... so hard to bring her for holiday .. maybe I should not ask her but just buy the air ticket and tell her I have bought the ticket and she has no choice. (",()
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 ' 12:39 PM
This whole house is a MESS!
My dad kept siding with her and says she has to work can't do so much house chores! What kind of SHIT & Rubbish! Such an excuses also got face to say! Ya she is so tired and I am NOT?? I am working full time & giving tuitions... but I still do all the cleaning up frequently .... I don't only clean up my room! I sweep and mop the whole house, clean the toilet! What did she do? All she does is to make sure that her OWN ROOM is CLEAN! SHIT her!!! Many times she ate biscuits and dropped all over the kitchen floor BUT she did not clean up after that > What happened next --> Ants all over!!
Can anyone tell me how come in this world got such person exist!! Why why why????
I hate this house, I hate this family!
I have been asking myself if 1 day my dad is no longer in this world, will I feel regretful? Seriously I really don't know! I just need him to be more reasonable! He can't be siding with her even when she is sooo ...LAZY & STUPID!
Are we really his children?? Sometimes I really wonder!
Colourful rainbow <3
' 11:57 AM
Yesterday, I was so upset with the family that I have.
I HATE the china woman in my family! Plssss...... ask her to GET LOST! She is seriously the stupidiest person that I've seen in this world. I was washing my bro, dad and my clothes (is like so many) and I washed in the washing machine with full tank of water and without me knowing it, she went to reduce the amt of water to only HALF! How can the clothes more than the amt of water in the machine?? How to wash!???
AND the most irritating and frustating part was she washed her clothes after that with only clothes less than half of the washing machine but she used full tank of the washing machine to wash all her SMELLY CLOTHES!
BITCH HER!
She is super PLAIN LAZY and growing Fatter & Fatter each day! She don't do house chores. Never mind I am already v.v.pissed with her about this, yet she still interfere when I am doing all the cleaning up! OMG I can't take it anymore! fcuk HER!
If one day I really can't stand her, I am NOT going to her or anyone any FACE!She is pushing to my limit. there is no way for me to talk to Dad about this.. cos he is always standing @ her side... she is a SUPER DUPER damn GOOD actress infront of my Dad and my relatives...!!! WORLD GOLD STAR AWARD!
Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, July 8, 2010 ' 3:49 PM
Me and my beautiful MUMMY
My mummy's feets! the sales gal in M'sia said my mummy's nails are v.beautiful (",()
My San Yi and Cousin (shi Jia)
Why my mummy always like to act cute de...lol
It was a super tiring trip to M'sia! But Enjoyed myself so much... as usual bought many things and spent almost $200 sing dollars!
Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ' 2:01 PM
My upcoming plan is probably to go Hong Kong or Beijing! I want to go! I don't care le .... i will make sure I make it happen by this year!
Here I come ...................................... Wait for my ARRIVAL!
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, July 3, 2010 ' 6:27 PM
Recently, I am so into Wolrd Cup... lol .. Many of my friends gave me a nickname "Soccer Queen". hahaha.... Cos I've predicted many of the matches correctly esp the most difficult part to predict which is the EXACT SCORE.
Hmm... probably I really have the talent for prediction ah ... hahaha ... Well, 4 yrs for these matches still alright lah ... But addictive gambling is a NO! NO! Pls.... People don't get so addicted or hook up to such games and continue gambling after World Cup .... *Smack backside*
Feeling so *Sleepy* now! The weather is so cooling and shiok ... But my schedule is always so tight that I seldom have the time to laid around @ hme and do whatever that I'm doing only during the NIGHT time for now -->Which also means I have to sacrifice my beauty sleep!
God pls provide me with the at least a 2.5k job so I can just focus on one job and NOT a permanent job + 4 tuitions ....
Colourful rainbow <3
' 11:52 AM
Today is already 3rd July 2010 .... Slightly more than half a yr has passed... What have I achieved for the past half a yr?
~ Learning more things @ work (means more workload)..
~ Performing @ work...
It seems like everything is about Work & Work.... What have I done to improve and strike a balance between my personnal life?
I am really not satisfied with what I am doing/leading now. =(
Colourful rainbow <3
' 10:46 AM
I really need to travel asap! I need a long break from it. I need a balance between my work life and personal life ~~ Feeling a little drained out le. This is NOT a good sign!
All I need is maybe a week of holiday to recharge myself! But where and when can I go? Should I just bagpack and go myself to a relaxing place! Mayb I should go Bintan myself... Away from all pressures.
Though pressures may be good to slowly mould my character, BUT too much of it IS NOT HEALTHY. If I can work till I cry, I think I might reached my limit of tolerance. Yst, I had a chat with Mandy Jie, she said "ger ah, I think u are a gal who can get over things rather fast and be back to a cheerful ger." My immediate reply was "Mandy jie, mayb u do not know I am just
surpressing myself. I do not know my threshold level can withstand for how long more."
Maybe getting away from all tuitions, work and people can be a GREAT relief? I believe so....
Colourful rainbow <3
