RAINBOW

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ' 8:57 AM

Girl ... r u happy? This is a very familiar Qn yet is a very Chim Qn...

It has been very long that I last heard Boy asked me this QN ...
I guess he will know my Ans very well ...

Recently so many things are happening…And it affects everyone’s mood… u Flare up easily ... u lost ur patience ... u get frustrated easily ... I am really very affected … I know u’re not in any mood to do anything now … And neither am I… what can I help u? I am HURT, but can I tell u? I am unwillingly, but can I voice out?

Now I am so lost …
* Lost of words to say everyday…
* Lost of Strength to be as much Understanding…
* Lost of mood to do anything …

All I pray and ask for is:
- Boy, you have to be happy always …
- Boy, you must know how to look after your health …
- Boy, you must not slp so late everyday …
- Boy, remember to eat and not just focus on working and working (though I know the stress level in ur Job is very high) … So I pray that you will learn to better manage ur stress and mood…
- Last but not least, Smoke lesser …

** I am Jealous… Jealous that you can be so happy when playing Majiong and chat freely with your friends … but when come to facing me, you always look so stressed and seems to think of so much things … I know you want to put on a strong front when u’re with your brothers … Boy, I do need some attention too … I too need ur Smile … I too need ur happiness…

Sometimes I wonder … How long more do I need to wait to see ur smile back … Or never will I be able to see it again? … I really missed those times soo… much (03/10/09 to 05/10/09 & 06/10/09)

Colourful rainbow <3